It’s been a week and a day since he went to Jogja for his college-things that should be over there. He decided to move out and back to Jakarta, continue his study while commit to FNC wedding.

Last night, we argued for so many things. Oh seriously, I felt upset by the break down of lots misunderstandings between us these last days. Feisal said this is just because the distance and promised me the long distance relationship between us will be over soon, cause he’ll stay beside me, physically and, of course mentally. Yeah, but as always, we could win each other heart at the end and sleep together while we both still on phone line.

Today, right, today is good. We’ve just paused our phone-talk and plan to continue in couple of minutes while he has his dinner downstairs. Aah, I always love a long-long-session-of-brainstorming and talks. Random talks always fun!

Me: You know what, I’m not whining ya dear, but without you I feel powerless. Rasanya selalu kurang…
Him: Aku juga ngerasain hal yang sama, sayang. Pengen banget cepet pulang, biar bareng kamu lagi.
Me: Iya, udah bukan kangen lagi namanya.
Him: Kebutuhan. Naluri.
Me: Cepet pulang ke sini.
Him: Sabar sayang, aku juga gemes denger cerita kamu tentang progress kerjaan.
Me: What? Gemes? Am I not capable enough for you?
Him: No! You are more than enough. Aku gemes karna gak bisa ikutan bareng. Sedih.
Me: Don’t dare to be. Aku tungguin sayang.
Him: Love you.
Me: I do, more.

Yes, we often says that magical words. That I-love-you words, most of the time, we thought we need to say it out loud clearly.